no im not "Dying inside" literally, That would be, well for lack of a manlier word, Icky. And the thing is that, me myself and I always thought that, well I wouldnt change, wouldnt conform to the norm just for one person or for one reason.
well I did and im not any happier about it tahn Myself, hes the most pissed i must say. lol. But lately the reason i said dead inside, was because lately i dont give a shit, i just dont. I can put on my happy suit, and dance around and be a light in the dark but right now i dont care about you or your problems, sorry but i got my own. I got shit that ive messed up, shit ive fucked up and shit i just negle